Posted in children on January 31, 2003 | No Comments »
My normal reaction whenever I saw babies, was to turn right about and run away. Sometimes, because protocol demanded it, i might drawl a coochie coo and come off politely. Most of the times though, I was terrified of babies. And little children. If they are talkative children it was wokay, but otherwise, I would [...]
Posted in caste, sexuality, teachers, teenage students, writing, younger sister, tagged harassment, school on January 25, 2003 | No Comments »
My old school now has a stricter dress code. According to the rules, a duppatta must be pinned not just at the ‘customary’ two places (i.e shoulders) but also as the back (taking the ends together) and at the front, where the duppata is turned. Which leaves you a mannequin mess. Meh. I really really [...]
Posted in reading, younger sister on January 21, 2003 | No Comments »
Finished reading Rushdie’s Midnight’s Children. So rushdie-ish, I am wallowing in it. Actually its so surprising that I hadn’t read this book for so long. Why, I even read Satanic Verses — that bore of a book — cover to cover — two-wise, twice — you get it. (Kammy adds: You didn’t read the cover, [...]
Posted in depression, tagged loneliness on January 18, 2003 | No Comments »
Occassionally I seem capable of really wrecking up my own life. In how many ways I am like my monitor settings — 0% Brightness, 100% Contrast. A change must come. Thats exactly how i m for the past many months — looking at all the worst stuff… poking my wounds till the point that i [...]
Posted in love, men, personality on January 17, 2003 | No Comments »
Discovering things about oneself is a nice pastime. Oh, at least for me. Like today I realized how much love has to do with possessiveness. I ve never fallen in love for the reason that I have abhorred the stifling nature of it. Given my grumpy mood now, this post is rather an overload of [...]
Posted in personality, tagged fonts on January 11, 2003 | No Comments »
If I had become a geek, there is one part of sociology that I would have discovered. I might have specialised in “Fontology”. Loosely based on graphology — where a person’s behaviour is depicted by his handwriting — Fontology would be a study of the inter-relation between a person’s behaviour and his choice of fonts. [...]
Posted in depression, parents, tagged dress-codes on January 10, 2003 | No Comments »
It is almost noon, and I am feeling so messed up and tossed about today. The early morning part was horrifically unpleasant until a rescuer came and pulled me out of what could have been grave trouble otherwise. Then there came a mystic woman and it all helped me feel way better and express a [...]
Posted in blogging, friendship, love on January 9, 2003 | No Comments »
After long something unexpected is happening in my life. After I finished school, I never really kept in contact with my classmates, for the insane reason that they wouldn’t understand my ways. I am not sure, they will really understand right now, but may be ten years down the lane, or so. I still had [...]
